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"Do you know why she's dying?"
"Do you?"
"Because I broke her heart. God, I feel so fucking bad about that."
"No she's stronger than most I know. She's dying because you told her to."
"What? No, that doesn't even make sense."
"Think about it. She would do anything, for you."
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You were nineteen and fell for the girl with the ballet toes and unreliable heart. You were a robot, programed to say her name every time you were asked a question. And when you urged your feelings to a breaking point, you found her standing outside your door with an i-love-you note and a field of asymmetrical freckles. That was all you needed to get down on one knee.
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"Remember on your birthday, how she blew out the candles for you?"
"Yeah, because she was everything I wanted. God was good to me last year, giving me my wish before I even saw the candles."
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She had the kind of eye lashes that curl up naturally like spider limbs when they die but she would wear sleep like eyeliner to make her look sick and damaged. On her wedding day, she married the wine before she married you. You wrote it off as nerves, but you knew she had a problem. You married her anyway.
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"She just needed help. I could give that to her."
"Yeah, but did you?"
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You told her that the only thing that mattered was that she was happy. But inside, you worried if she would 'sleepwalk' into the streets again. And you wondered why your clothes hangers still clung to garments that never wanted to be worn. She just didn't fit as well as she used to.
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"I got her help though. I did. Therapy and rehab and medication and.."
"But did you remember to love her?"
"Yes, of course I did. It's not something you have to remember, it's involuntary."
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You asked for a break. You thought it was the stress, the changes, the anxiety of your new marriage that was hurting her. She thought you wanted a divorce. "Don't you still love me?" she asked. "Till death do us part." "But do you love me?" and you never answered. Instead you kissed her (goodbye). "Okay," she whispered.
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"Do you see now?"
"I didn't mean it literally."
"She would do anything, for you."
"Do you?"
"Because I broke her heart. God, I feel so fucking bad about that."
"No she's stronger than most I know. She's dying because you told her to."
"What? No, that doesn't even make sense."
"Think about it. She would do anything, for you."
-
You were nineteen and fell for the girl with the ballet toes and unreliable heart. You were a robot, programed to say her name every time you were asked a question. And when you urged your feelings to a breaking point, you found her standing outside your door with an i-love-you note and a field of asymmetrical freckles. That was all you needed to get down on one knee.
-
"Remember on your birthday, how she blew out the candles for you?"
"Yeah, because she was everything I wanted. God was good to me last year, giving me my wish before I even saw the candles."
-
She had the kind of eye lashes that curl up naturally like spider limbs when they die but she would wear sleep like eyeliner to make her look sick and damaged. On her wedding day, she married the wine before she married you. You wrote it off as nerves, but you knew she had a problem. You married her anyway.
-
"She just needed help. I could give that to her."
"Yeah, but did you?"
-
You told her that the only thing that mattered was that she was happy. But inside, you worried if she would 'sleepwalk' into the streets again. And you wondered why your clothes hangers still clung to garments that never wanted to be worn. She just didn't fit as well as she used to.
-
"I got her help though. I did. Therapy and rehab and medication and.."
"But did you remember to love her?"
"Yes, of course I did. It's not something you have to remember, it's involuntary."
-
You asked for a break. You thought it was the stress, the changes, the anxiety of your new marriage that was hurting her. She thought you wanted a divorce. "Don't you still love me?" she asked. "Till death do us part." "But do you love me?" and you never answered. Instead you kissed her (goodbye). "Okay," she whispered.
-
"Do you see now?"
"I didn't mean it literally."
"She would do anything, for you."
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perfection, LOVE, imperfection
Describe yourself in one word:
i'mperfect
"no, no, love.
you're putting apostrophes
where they don't belong."
"no, no, no.
one, i'm not your love.
two, i'm not a grammar freak.
three, i don't be long anyway.
i don't be long anywhere
i don't be long (to) anybody.
it won't b
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promise to play this on silent
hello
just promise me youre listening.
since once you get used to being ignored for long enough, its nice to pretend that you could be something. that you could say something that matters. and that somewhere, someone is listening. and for now, ill make believe that youll make everything better. that the air will taste like sunshine even though its been raining for days. or that my heart isnt disconnected and that maybe my lips will get the message. or even that for the next two and half minutes youll love me.
ill make believe.
ill make believe you.
ill make believe you c
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this probably isn't about you
this probably is about how the sun was on the opposite side of the sky when i woke up this morning. and how my name looks wrong every time i write it until it's gotten to the point that i'm not even sure how to spell it. it's about how everything has been flying out of my control so that i can't remember how to walk without making a sound. or how to hold on to the edges when my vision gets too blurry. this is almost certainly about how you live one and three fourth miles to the north of me, but i forgot and slept facing the south last night so now i just feel like i turned my back on you.
but really, this isn't about you.
it's about how i'v
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Don't know if i should or if i would be more like
But in any case, this writing is still <3. In a good-described way.
But in any case, this writing is still <3. In a good-described way.